the day of the beginning and the end..

somehow there were no fireworks at klcc this year..
perhaps it was signaling the end of my relationship..
that started beneath them 3 yrs ago..

somehow my lucky charm chain broke..
and i couldn't find the piece everywhere i looked..
perhaps it was signaling the breaking of my heart..

its 31st august..its my relationship anniversary..
but its also the end..
thanx to no one but me n myself..
o yea..there's another someone who just don't know how to respect other people's relationship..
i would laugh out loud if hers comes to end..honestly..i hope so..

somehow i feel so alone..
even being amidst of thousands..
will not change how i feel..

somehow my whole life got shattered..
i tried to put them together..
but i just can't find the pieces that holds them together..

its so damn hard being this way..
i wish i could just disappear..
along with all the records of my existence in this world..
along with the memories of my existence in this world..

to my friends..please accept my apologies..
for worrying you much..
you all have been good friends..
i'll never forget..