it has been months since i actually post something in this blog..oh my..i have lots n lots to share with the people out there but i just don't have the time..
about my job..well its not that hectic..but then i always find myself staying back at the office day by day finishing my actual job..during the working hours..i had to settle ad-hoc jobs..that usually come from the higher ups..and lots a pc problem..oh..an a little procrastination..haha..oooh..but those ad-hoc stuff really ticks me of at times..
take today for example..i had to sit down all day looking at those tables wondering how the vote book contents got changed even though the purchase have not been made?? queries after queries..all because they need to get the vote out by tomorrow to buy the lucky draw prizes..the prizes are to be given away by the MB on the 6th..this thursday..and the order came at 8:15..i didn't get to sit on my chair yet that time..it sux..and it really made me boiled when they told me at 5:30pm..mind you..5:30pm..that the prize giving ceremony on that day was cancelled..not to mention i have to deal with over 5000 names for a lucky draw..adeilaa..and i have unfinished reports to settle that are long overdue..haih
but then that's life la..everyday i'm faced with pc problems..epbt problems..those are actually minor problems..oh darn..i forgot about the new server room hardware n stuff to be submitted to the contractor..and still i'm thinking whether to go with fibre optic backbone or just cat6?? aiyaa..and i am everything about IT here..i'm an officer!! but yet i don't even have a secretary..basically i'm doing everything on my own..from photocopying to maintaining the system..isk isk..help..help..aiya..no can do la...chaiyok nisya-chan!! you can do it..
one other thing i just realize this few days..i want to change..for the better.. =) .. i'm going to be 25 soon..and i hope it can be the start of the change in my life..enuff worrying..enuff mourning..enuff chasing men..(haha)..i just wanna enjoy life as it is..pls pray for me guys..luv y'all..
another day went by..
It's only life - Kate Voegele
just the song for me..hahaha
a storm is warning in the skies,
the end of the world it seems,
you bend down and you fall on your knees,
well get back on your feet ,yeah,
don't look away, don't run away,
baby it's only life,
don't lose your faith,don't run away,
it's only life.
you were always playing hard,
never could let down your guard,
you can't win, if you never give in,
to that voice within, saying pick up your chin,
baby let go of it , yeah,
don't look away, don't run away ,
baby, it's only life.
don't lose your faith, don't run away,
baby it's only life.(repeat)
take your hesitance, and your self defense,
leave them behind, it's only life,
don't be so afraid of facing every day,
just take your time, it's only life,
i'll be your stepping stone, don't be so alone,
just hold on tight,it's only life,
oh..don't look away, don't run away,
baby it's only life,
don't lose your faith, don't run away, baby, it's only life (repeat),
it's only life, it's only life,
don't look away...
Tegar - Rossa
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dirimu disini
jangankan inginku tersenyum
tak ada ghairah
ku ingin slalu bersamamu
kini kuresah
diriku lemah tanpamu.. ohh
gapai semua jemariku
rangkul aku dalam bahagiamu
ku ingin bersama berdua selamanya
jika ku buka mata ini
ku ingin selalu ada dirimu
dalam kelemahan hati ini
bersama mu aku tegar
new on the playlist too..
Maafkan - Dygta
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Hanya dlm hatiku
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OOh....
new on the playlist..
Girl Language a.k.a MY language
When i dont call you
[ Its because im waiting for you to
call me ]
When i walk away from you mad
[ Follow me ]
When i stare at your mouth
[ Kiss me ]
When i push you or hit you
[ Grab me and dont let go ]
When i start cussing at you
[ Kiss me and tell me you love me]
When im quiet
[ Ask me whats wrong/Or mess with me. ]
When i ignore you
[ Give me your attention ]
When i pull away
[ Pull me back ]
When you see me at my worst
[ Tell me im beautiful ]
When you see me start crying
[ Hold me and tell me everything will
be alright ]
When you see me walking
[ Sneak up and hug my waist from
behind ]
When im scared
[ Protect me ]
When i lay my head on your shoulder
[ Tilt my head up and kiss me ]
When i tease you
[ Tease me back and make me laugh ]
When i dont answer for a long time
[ reassure me that everything is okay ]
When i look at you with doubt
[ Back yourself up ]
When i say that i like you
[ I really do more than you could
understand ]
When i grab at your hands
[ Hold mine and play with my fingers ]
When i bump into you
[ bump into me back and make me laugh ]
When i tell you a secret
[ keep it safe and untold ]
When i look at you in your eyes
[ dont look away until i do ]
When i miss you
[ im hurting inside ]
When you break my heart
[the pain never really goes away ]
When i say its over
[ i still want you to be mine ]
lifeless kah..isk..lifeless kut..
Labels: Stupid Rantsthe starting of this year..aih..really annoys me..but somehow..i find it amusing when i could describe my feelings with songs..so i'm gonna put it chronologically in songs..huhuh..
yeah..i'm the music in me..mwe heh heh heh
first week 2008
April Matson - Will you remember me
Element-Rahasia Hati
2nd week 2008 - 5th week 2008
Letto - Ruang Rindu
Debby Boone - You Light Up My Life
6th week 2008 - now
Spider - Bila Nak Saksi
April Matson - Will you remember me
aiyaa..so down..so desperate to cheer myself..aiyaa..hate this feeling..kenape..kenape..kenape...
You Light Up My Life - Debby Boone
So many nights I sit by my window
Waiting for someone to sing me his song
So many dreams I kept deep inside me
Alone in the dark but now
You've come along
You light up my life
You give me hope
To carry on
You light up my days
and fill my nights with song
Rollin' at sea, adrift on the water
Could it be finally I'm turning for home?
Finally, a chance to say hey,
I love You
Never again to be all alone
You light up my life
You give me hope
To carry on
You light up my days
and fill my nights with song
You light up my life
You give me hope
To carry on
You light up my days
and fill my nights with song
It can't be wrong
When it feels so right
'Cause You
You light up my life
